in a world filled with disgusting

and beautiful creatures,

that come and go

sometimes without even a glance

or a goodbye:

you're my only constant.

the rest of us are only human.

we know love and loss --

grace and good --

hurt and hope.

bandages and bruises are all i've got,

after chasing ghosts for so long.

well, you know by now,

since i tell you everything anyways:

you're my only constant.

the greatest shame in my life

is knowing you'll never understand

how much that really means to me.

you're my only constant.

and i'm gonna miss you so fucking much

when you have to go.

2024.12.15 // ;;